Residue

Residue

I kept seeing jump scares 
and making bad decisions 
like today was a shitty horror movie 
this morning some random drowning boy 
stumped me with a riddle 
he refused to reveal the solution 
so I won’t repeat the question here 
truth be told 
I spent the rest of my work day 
trying to forget all about those clues  
whenever thoughts of him 
floated to the front of my mind 
I erased them
I didn’t want to dwell on the fact 
that I’ll never know the answer  
when I finally clocked out 
things started to seem normal 
until I got back to my apartment
my tv always stays on 
I like to watch the 24/7 coverage 
of those milk cartons in that desert 
but tonight 
for the first time in months  
the screen showed something different
it was him 
my first instinct 
was to press the power button 
why the fuck 
didn’t I listen to my gut
I succumbed to my second guess
logically there’s no reason for me 
to turn this guy off 
I thought 
there are nine more channels
for me to choose from 
I’ll click the up or down arrow 
whichever 
then the boy from this morning 
will be out of my face 
I closed my eyes for one second 
and I swear a small piece of his riddle 
whispered in my ear 
my eyes shot open 
I pressed channel up 
hard 
how 
how is he on this channel too 
next
him 
next
still him 
deciding my stomach must have been right 
I tried the power button 
nothing happened 
I told myself 
that there isn’t anything too unusual 
about a missing kid being on the news 
as soon as I started to think
I was only being paranoid 
he must have lost his patience 
he was done whispering 
I heard his whole riddle 
spoken loud and clear
not from the tv speakers 
his voice was here 
I responded
enough
get back into the tv
where you belong and-
I was interrupted 
by the smashing of the television 
it fell backwards off my coffee table 
for no rational reason 
stunned 
I waited
I’m not sure what I expected 
all I could do was hope this was over
I took the tv set out with the trash 
foggy and on autopilot 
stepping back through my door
I immediately felt his presence 
now I’m trying to convince myself 
that I imagined it all
I just want my experience 
with whatever this thing is 
to end 

Lost Connection

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