Fulfillment

Fulfillment 

quit watching her stomach  
she’ll eat when she needs it 
too tight skin 
different flesh
what’s in her pocket 
what’s on her back 
she could have bones like gelatin 
all none of your business
pinch poke and probe 
elsewhere 
don’t pretend to care 
you’re scared
you see her down there
launching without a permit 
familiar fear
yours subsides
hers multiplies
it won’t last long   
she’s read the posters
over and over
she knows 
wax wings melt fast
tried on tin 
way too heavy 
like a brick tied around 
a butterfly  
aluminum would work 
she can’t afford that 
had to go with wax 
exhilarated 
out of the mud 
fresh air 
she can taste the difference
she swears it feels cleaner
regrets are for later 
getting higher 
adrenaline pumping 
everything she ever needed 
real freedom 
climbing 
never going back 
simple as that 

Still Digging

No Luck