Cardboard Hearts

Cardboard Hearts

mascara down her cheeks 
I see myself there 
in that
melting ash   
she always hated eating alone
makes her feel isolated  
she spoke
“We’ve both been numb 
for a while anyway.
We’ll be a bad memory 
eventually. 
Fuck it.”
that detached declaration
punched me in the stomach   
I hadn’t experienced this side 
she had teeth like
chunks of dynamite 
her tongue was 
a lit match 
we were silent for a minute
maybe longer
the wood floor was slippery 
my ears started to ring
then suddenly she whispered
venomously 
“I hope you’re ready
for what’s next.”  
I’m really not but
for now 
this is the end

Butchered

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